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They Come Back
Late for class again,
this time half an hour,
the pair of them.
She has big hair,
big enough to hold
three colors, including blue.
He sports greasy ball-cap pulled low
to touch reflective sunglasses
so necessary for night classes.
They wear their uncaring
like a suit of clothes slept in,
wrinkled long before
lying down to bed.
"Did we miss anything important?"
she asks for both of them.
Inside me, a familiar speeding
main-line direct-train rage,
burning through the suburbs--
but quick to derail.
Anger seeps away,
so many world-weary commuters
dragging toward the park-and-ride,
inertia the only force
that brings them home.
"You missed a little," I say.
"Hang around at the end of class,"
I say,
knowing they'll be gone
when break-time ends,
their seats dying-art-house-theater
empty.
And they won't see semester's end,
falling from memory
faster than baby food spit to the floor.
I'll mourn them for a moment.
But my secret is that I know
they will arise, living dead,
in two years, five, eight,
the exact instant of resurrection
unpredictable but certain.
They will be transformed,
ball-cap and big-hair gone
with parents' fat tuition check,
replaced by tiny lines
around the eyes,
a pound here, pound there,
gray hair or two,
hint of shadow in their smiles,
bad jobs, unplanned-for kids,
remorse for just that half hour late,
for missing something just
a
little important again
and
again.
Sheirer, John. Saying My Name: Selected Poems, 1982-2002.
Baltimore: Publish America, 2003.